I’m sure most of you thought that I may have gone. The truth is I almost did. Over the last month I’ve faced a few issues. Uselessness. That sums up what I’ve felt. In 2004 I graduated college with my B.S. in Physics. From there I had been presented with the opportunity to work on a Ph.D. at Georgiah Tech. Long story short; I was too lazy to follow through with my end and missed the window.
Fast-forward:
I’m 26 now and as far as the “life clock” is concerned; I’m behind. Most folks are married, have a carrier, own a home, or some combination of these by the time they are my age. I, on the other hand, work a part time job, still attend school, and am very single.
It’s scary. The incertainty of my life the foggyness that has a tendancy to follow me. I live a boring life, however, I suppose there is a rather peculiar adventure that follows me. The foggyness built up to a point that I decided that the best option for me was to run. I decided I would move to Raleigh and find a job. That seems to be my solution for a lot of things. I ran from Georgia; I’ve ran from alot of other things too. Then came John’s sermon Sunday. It hit me right. I’m done running.
Who knows what the future holds for me……I’m not gonna worry about it….I’m going to be fine….
Well, I am glad that you will be staying.
Glad to hear your not leaving dude. I mean we don’t get to hang out that much but, Oceanography (though I failed) would have been unbearable without you, that is, except for the day he did the crotch chop three times in a row! In all seriousness though, I’m glad your staying.
It’s amazing how quick things can change. Why do we worry!?